Fetish

There's this weird fetish of mine that really irritates me a lot but yet, I can't get rid of it.

I type what I see, what I think, what I read and what I say... Yes, literally type with my fingers in the air. This is not the worst. The worse thing is that as I type, I would count how many letters are there in a syllabus, and what kind of word pattern or syllabus pattern the sentence would produce.

For eg. in the word of Yakuza, 'ya' is one syllabus with 2 letters, so in 'yakuza', the word pattern is 2,2,2. In "People's Republic of Princess Yakuza", the word pattern is 33 224 2 44 222... and syllabus pattern, 2,3,1,2,3.

I just can't get rid of this!! It's been stuck with me since I started online chatting some 5-6 yrs back. Even though I stopped online chatting, this fetish did not die with it.

It's gd in the sense that it gets information drilled into my head. It's bad because it impedes my thinking process.

Or it can be gd in the sense that I'm actually deciphering some alien codes!! So one day when the alien needs to make contact with human beings on earth, I could be their ideal candidate.

How odd can I be???