I've changed

CW said I've changed, that I've become vain, and shallow. I reckon that should leave him no regrets leaving me.
I can explain, not that I agree with him though. I have not become shallow. I dunno why he felt so. Maybe he thinks I became shallow because I've become more vain? I suppose vain = excessively care of one's appearance.
I did become more concern about my appearance, but I do not think it is excessive. And I do it because I realise how powerful one's appearance can be, and it is indeed a good tool, other than boosting one's confidence. (well some might say only hollow ppl needs appearances to boost their confidence. well, say whatever you like, and I disagree) By saying that I do not mean I am going to sell myself by my appearance simply and disregard my inner worth . I am saying it is a useful tool to open up doors. We've all seen all the researches conducted by many concluding how pleasant looking ppl are more successful in life. I don't care if you disagree with these researches or how you don't give a damn to this bullshit. It doesn't concern me whether you believe or not, I know what I am worth. And that is all that matters to me.