Grandpa's gone... forever...

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my ah gong passed away last friday morning. the wake was held over the weekend and the cremation was tuesday. the memorial park is a very beautiful one, in kulai johor. the place is really pretty and serene and peaceful. anyone would have loved it. i came back to sg all exhausted, with a tired body and a vulnerable mind. my eyes automatically tear whenever my mind is not occupied. what's more w cw not here. i feel all the more lonelier... i would like to recall my memory of my ah gong here, but i can't afford it now. i will probably just cry my eyes out. another time, when i'm less vulnerable maybe.

feeling a flu-ish, de usual symptoms of sorethroat and feeling cold. shall take medicine n call it a day soon. for i can't afford another day off at work.

there was a loud horn of vehicle last night at 12am, 2 hrs into my sleep.it was not juz a horn, de loud horn continued for 5 min or so! disturbed my quality of sleep... F***!!!