Appointment-less at work

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been feeling very tired after work everyday. i could just fall asleep on the couch after dinner. this is not gd as i'm sure to grow fatter this way, maybe i'll eat less, and maybe it's time to do exercise. but how can i afford to exercise when i wake up at 6.30am and reach home at 7pm daily?? alrite, mayb i shud do more cleaning on the weekends. and walk more frequent to ntuc at mrt station. that is the closest alternative i could think of to exercise.

my peers at work are getting appointments and i'm getting nothing... a little upset. but i will keep on trying and also to maybe analyse my telemarketing skills a bit. i believe if i try hard, i will get it.

went back klg for the weekend. my cousin(who is as old as me) 's son turned one year old! sth to be happy about. i wouldn't have the courage to bring up a son like him at my age. i guess it's the different social background which we had that differ me from him. i am from background where everything must be planned and worked out as scheduled. and i'll do it only when i'm confident. not the spontaneous type. not sure what i'm hitting at, so i'd better leave it at that.

cw just went back pg. he'll be gone for a wk. felt lonely, and a little scared especially in this month of the year... what's worse, jj and z will be workign OT this wk!!! i'm gonna be... "lonely... i'm so lonely... ... on my ow... n..."

ok, i'm off to watch america's next top model now. ciao!