super long no blog!! Gomen... m(_-_)m

it's been very long, very very long... yes i knw. so sorry about that... been busy and lazy... it's the down cycle hitting again, the down cycle when i feel worthless, useless and meaningless. molecular biotech was due today, handed it in. i copied almost everything from cw, other than the cover page. u can c how worthless i'm feeling about myself. i really hate what i am doing now.

to pick myself up, i'll pick up my jap and study! that is the best medicine to counter this down cycle. it is only when i study jap, that i feel like i'm of use, i can actually do something. been spending money on jap assessment books, which i feel is worth it. at the end of this year, i'll be sitting for JLPT 3. as i mentioned before, 4 is the most basic level and 1 being the toughest level, by december, my jap level will be somewhere between 3 and 4. so that means i'm not guaranteed a pass. but my lecturer mentioned that there are chances for me to pass if i do some further self study before JLPT to pass. so i'm trying to work hard to pass jlpt 3. in order to work in a japanese firm, most company will require one to pass at least jlpt 2. so one more level to go!! i'm planning to graduate next sem. so that means i will not be able to finish up to jlpt 2 in university by that time. i plan to take courses outside to complete jlpt 2 at least. i'm realy serious here.

about post grad study, translation or TESOL (teach english to speakers of other languages). my penpal is studying this. (oh yea, i just rememebr that i havent replied him for a while already.never mind for now.)

this december my WHOLE family is going to genting again!! my uncle is the official sponsor. i really mean WHOLE family as in my ah gong and ah ma's children and their children. which makes up to about 50+ ppl? hmm... mayb after i grad and can't find an ideal job, i shall just go and help my uncle and be a Professional bookie assistant. that pays well u knw ;) otherwise how could he sponsor us all for the trip?