been back in sg for a couple of days now. enjoying the days of having no schedule at all... dun worry, i'm not wasting my life away, i do have a list of things in mind to do tho. ;) but the unpredictable weather is making things unpredictable for me... i hate rainy days! so do many ppl... i like cloudy, windy days, without the hot sun that makes one sweat...

i've got reply from OSA already, they allocated pgp to me. but i'm applying to KuokFH. wish me luck! i'm starting to pack now. it's always a tough job to pack... since i see every item in my room as 'essential'... that is why i've tonnes of stuffs and yet i cannot dump anything away...

i begin to wonder what friends really are and what they are really for... i mean, i've finally seen that, those ppl whom i always regard as best friends, aren't giving me as much as i've given them, giving in terms of emotions and sincerity. or am i not supposed to expect them to return me with what i've given out? or is it just me who is giving too much to the wrong subjects? maybe i regard them as best friends, but they don't! got wat i mean?

suddenly i miss being home, after so many years of leaving home. i dunno y... usually i'd miss some particular objects, like food, friends. but this time, i don't! i actually miss just being at home. no particular objects involved this time...